Don't see this first page of my blog. Please see them all and then conclude.

I have tried to be as true to you all as possible in writing this blog. If you have come here already then at least give this blog some time and go through all the pages. They are not very long.  I have kept the shrift big enough to be able to be read fast. I am so depressed now a days that don't want to even eat. This is sign of clinical depression only. I hope to recover from it faster than the time needed to become really sick by it.
So, there will not be any new posts for at least a week. Will see the stats of interest of people in this blog and then will decide to write or not.